eternity:pheonia_rossenthal [Contingency]

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====== Pheonia Rossenthal ======
===== To Self =====
Congratulations on getting all of the Petals, my dear.

I have been waiting for this day, although I will never know how long it will take.

Sorry, forgot to introduce myself. I am you, Pheonia Rossenthal, the creature that holds the consciousness that became you. At the time I recorded this letter, I was running my small business, which provided cleaning and organising services to companies and individuals, using my self-developed robots. 

Oh right! I do call them Petals.

Sorry for drifting away from the main topic, but hey, Contingency! You made it!

But I know very well why you joined, dear.

It was Gissnari, wasn’t it?

You loved him, you were crazy about him, the fire burned in your heart, and it was so hard to stop that it became your motivation to challenge yourself with something unknown.

It’s alright, Pheonia, we all fall in love from time to time, but we still have to love ourselves. That is why I have set up all these Petals. I want you to realise that no matter what you do, don’t lose “YOU”.

We started with the classic trio, Red, Blue, and Green.

The Red Petals were passionate and fearless, but could be impulsive at times.

The Blue Petals were analytical and punctual, but could be rigid sometimes.

The Green Petals were kind and sweet, but can kindness solve all the problems?

Throughout the process, I believe you have developed the secondary Petals.

The Violet ones produce the primary trio, but they are never themselves.

The Yellow ones are down-to-earth and hardworking, but they always seem isolated.

The Cyan ones tried to reach the sky, but that cost all the other Petals a reduction in their functionality.

These are the struggles that come naturally, but also the challenges you must face. That is why I was still waiting, waiting for you to look into yourself, to embrace the good and the bad, and reconcile.

So that you will have the White Petals, which resemble you.

Guess what, Pheonia, this is not the end. Go help, with all the Petals you have, especially the white ones. Like you have always been doing. Contingency or not.

You have now better understood yourself, so I want you to take time for yourself. The Petals will do the job for you, so you don’t have to carry everything on your shoulders.

Take a deep breath when you can’t control your impulsivity.

Try listening to others’ ideas when you feel like you may be insisting on rigid rules.

And no, we don’t always need to be kind.

Realise that you are beautiful on your own, not for your accomplishments.

Reach out for help instead of drowning in solitude.

And finally, aim for the sky, but stay grounded.

You will do great, Pheonia. I always know you will.

Here’s to my younger self. I love YOU.

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//--- Written by Ruoqi H.//
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